Diana Darby ** "I V" ** Intravenous

Petal Heads

How beautiful you are
with your big yellow head
and your brown eye watching me.
You look like a petaled periscope
on a mission from below,
a strange alien,
sent here to listen for life
and report back to your superiors all that you have witnessed.
What have you seen
sitting there in your glass vase?
Just the coming and going of legs,
voices rising and falling,
the strum of guitar notes
and frustrated fingers aching for more knowledge
than they have.
You have not seen much.
You’ve heard the ringing of the phone
and listened to the screaming of daughter against mother,
sister against sister.
You’ve seen crying and the pale face of betrayal
on the pillow beside you.
You’ve watched strangers come and go
with buckets and brooms and spray
and wondered what it was all for.
You’ve heard the t.v. in the background
and the evening news rattling on and on about politics
war and famine.
You’ve heard about the rising gas prices
and how women and men in countries
poor as Haiti are eating fried butter mixed with dirt to survive.
You’ve smelled garlic
cooking down the hall in the kitchen
and wondered how some can eat so well
while others have nothing.
You’ve swooned to the sound of the Bossa Nova
on Sunday morning
and thought for a moment you were in Brazil.
You have watched your relatives,
the other petal heads,
come and go,
tossed out with the garbage,
while you have survived.
You have wondered why they were so fragile
when you are so strong.
Your stems a hundred times wider than theirs.
You have listened for silence
and wondered why there is so little
to be found here.
You have not understood much of what you have seen.
Do not worry,
you are not alone.